O come and mourn with me awhile
O come near to the Savior's side
O come together, let us mourn
O love of God, O sin of man
In this dread act your strength is tried
And victory remains with love
A broken heart, a fount of tears
Ask and they will not be denied
A broken heart love's cradle is
And victory remains with love
O come and mourn with me awhile
Thursday, August 18, 2005
...lbc...
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Pool of Siloam
(Thanks for the pointer Mike. Also, I archived the LA story and picture here and here and BAR here.)
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Desert Temptations - Part 5
We've been discussing Jesus' temptations in the desert. They seem to be fundamental to his work here and to Israel as a whole. They seem to reflect the temptations that Israel faced in their exodus from Egypt. The importance of this event took root in our hearts when we looked at the writings of Jesus' three closest talmidim, Peter, James, and John.
Peter talks about trials and temptations often in his first letter. Consider I Peter 5:8-9:
8Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.Was Peter equating the evil one to the lion that will be trampled in Psalm 91? Peter definitely points us in these verses to Jesus' temptations and how He overcame them.
Who can forget how James begins his epistle (James 1:2-4)?
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.I have yet to consider temptations as "pure joy" but maybe Jesus did after he came through them. Maybe that is a key to getting through them and growing during the process. Sounds brutal.
Look at James 1:13-15:
13When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; 14but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.He describes a three part process to temptation and sin: conception, birth, and death. Three parts of Jesus' temptation are highlighted in Matthew. Are these related?
And then John, in his first letter, says it profoundly:
16For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world. 17The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever.Again, three parts to sin: the lust of the flesh, the eyes, and the pride of life (see the KJV and the 77's). These are reflected in Matthew's recollection of Jesus' temptations.
We wondered if this process played out with Eve, with Samson, with David, with others and with us. And then we finally moved on to the beginning of Jesus' ministry in the rest of Matthew chapter 4.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Desert Temptations - Part 4
We also discussed a theme brought up by Eric that centered on the questions, "Did Jesus know all along that he was Messiah and his ultimate work was the cross and resurrection? Or was it a gradual process that was revealed to him since he kept his divine nature in check?" We find in Luke that at the age of twelve, Jesus referred to God has "my Father" which indicates he knew he had a special relationship. He's baptized by John in Matthew 3, heaven is ripped open with a dove descending, and Jesus must see he has a special calling. The temptations seem to suggest that in his humanity, Jesus is coming to realize the full extent of what it means to be Messiah.
First, he's tempted with a fleshy need. "Hey, I'm chosen. And I seem to have special gifts. Can't I just use them to help me out? I am REALLY hungry. It would be so easy. Look at all these stones. Just a snap and poof. Bread!" If we may, we felt it was like Bruce Almighty. Once he realized who he had become, he worried about his own desires. The red sea parted in his soup, his jalopy became a Saleen, and his girl friend, well, never mind.
Second, it's about privelege. "Well, hey, I'm chosen. I'm special. I can do whatever I want and God will protect. How many times does he promise to protect me? Let's just have a little fun. Plus, it's been awhile since I've seen angels." Can anyone think of any similar situations?
Third, "Hey, now, I have power, true power. I can feed my armies and raise them when they die. All of this could be mine. And I wouldn't have to get hurt." If we may, we felt it was like Anakin in Episode III. He was surrounded by volcanoes, burdened by war and pain, masterfully manipulated by a liar, and caught between his love and his mentor. And all he wanted was peace and life, but in his own way, through his own might, and he would kill to get it.
And Jesus stood his ground. He humbled himself and trusted in God through His promises. He quoted from two consecutive portions of the Torah. In Hebrew, these portions are called "parashahs" and the two from which Jesus quoted are called Va'etchanan (which means "I pleaded") and 'Ekev (which means "because"). At the end of each parashah, the last few verses are called the maftir and summarize the portion. Listen to the maftirs of Va'etchanan and 'Ekev.
The maftir of Va'etchanan (Deut. 7:9-11):More to follow.
9 Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands. 10 But those who hate him he will repay to their face by destruction; he will not be slow to repay to their face those who hate him. 11 Therefore, take care to follow the commands, decrees and laws I give you today.
The maftir of 'Ekev (Deut. 11:22-25):
22 If you carefully observe all these commands I am giving you to follow—to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways and to hold fast to him- 23 then the LORD will drive out all these nations before you, and you will dispossess nations larger and stronger than you. 24 Every place where you set your foot will be yours: Your territory will extend from the desert to Lebanon, and from the Euphrates River to the western sea. [a] 25 No man will be able to stand against you. The LORD your God, as he promised you, will put the terror and fear of you on the whole land, wherever you go.
Desert Temptations - Part 3
During the second temptation, the tempter takes Jesus to the highest spot of the temple and says something like, "So, you're the Son God. Throw yourself down since it is written,
'For he will command his angels concerning youWe read through Psalm 91, the psalm the tempter is quoting. Why did the tempter pick this verse? Did Jesus key in on "trust" in verse 2 and gain confidence knowing that if trusted, and not tested, God would be his "fortress"? Did he gain strength from verse 13 where if he trusted, "young lions and serpents you will trample underfoot." The serpent image took us back to the garden, the temptations there, and the promise that the snake would have his head crushed. Did he picture Adam and Eve and know this time he could prevail with the help of God? (The lion image bothered us abit since we thought of the lion of Judah but by the end of the night we found other verses that made this work quite beautifully. We'll describe later.)
to guard you in all your ways;
they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.'"
Maybe fear stole into Jesus' heart when he thought of verse 16, "I will satisfy him with long life and show him salvation." Standing at the "highest point", he might have been on the corner of the temple where the shofar is blown to announce the offerings. In his humanity, did Jesus know that years from now, at 3pm, the shofar would sound and he would breath his last on the cross? (I have more on thoughts on this here.)
Maybe the "long life" verse brought him to another scripture, "...so that you may enjoy long life. Hear, O Israel". Shema! Hear! Hear, O Israel. Yes, the Lord is our God, the Lord is one! And maybe his mind raced through that section of Deuteronomy to verse 16, "Do not test the Lord your God as you did at Massah."
What happened at Massah? Israel was on their way to Sinai from Egypt, being led again by the Spirit, and they quarreled. "Give us water", they cried out! "Is the Lord among us or not?" In the heat (day), in the cold (night), in the desert they doubted and they quarreled. God of course provided, but the people did not trust. Would Jesus succeed and place his trust in God?
(Disclaimer, take this paragraph with a grain of salt since I'm not a linguist and don't read Hebrew yet).
Moses named the place Massah after this event. Originally, it was called Rephidim, which is the masculine form of rphiydah, which means "balusters" according to Strong's Dictionary. The Israelites are in a place called the "balusters", or the place of railings. Did Jesus grab this "railing" when he looked over the edge of the highest point? Did this "railing" of God's Word save him?
Ginger pointed out the story following Massah. Maybe Jesus remembered what happened next, the battle with the Amalekites. Joshua fought against them and was victorious as Aaron and Hur "lifted up" Moses hands. God would lift up Jesus, but in His time. Did Jesus picture the crucifixion again, but this time sense victory? Did he glimpse that he too would be lifted up as Moses lifted up the snake so that God's love could be shown for the whole world?
And Jesus responds, "Do not test the Lord your God."
More to follow.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Desert Temptations - Part 2
Did Jesus look down at the stones to which the tempter was pointing? Considering the desert is covered in stones (I'll post pictures once my server is back up), he must have seen stones all over the ground. Stones covering the ground. Covering the ground. "When the dew was gone, thin flakes like frost on the ground appeared on the desert floor." Manna came from heaven because the Israelites grumbled and did not trust God to provide. They tested Him and asked to be fed immediately. Did Jesus picture the stones as manna on the desert floor?
Jesus' response in Matthew is, "Man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." The beginning of the verse that Jesus is quoting reads, "He humbled you, causing you to hunger, and then feeding you with manna." Did the stones all over the desert floor remind Jesus of manna? Did he picture it? Did he then remember this verse about manna and living on every word from God? Surely his stomach was grumbling, just like the Israelites. But he didn't voice his complaint. He didn't grumble. He was being led by the Spirit and he trusted. Jesus tamed his tongue, and he did not speak to turn these stones to bread. We found this train of thought so encouraging because it shows us how we can resist and the temptation will flee.
Lily's awake. More to follow.
Desert Temptations - Part 1
The first question was asked by Michelle, "Does the tempter really have the authority to give away the kingdoms? Who gave it to him?" We noted that Jesus refers to the "prince of this world" but didn't go much further with this.
We spent most of the evening wrestling with the significance of the three temptations. The gospel according to Luke seems to stress that Jesus was tempted for forty days. Surely he was tempted more than three times, so why are these three mentioned?
We discussed the similarities with the beginning of Matthew and the Exodus of Israel as recorded in the books of Genesis, Exodus, and Deuteronomy. We noted the following:
- In Genesis, a man named Joseph (who was the son of Jacob, the great grandson of Abraham, and ruler of Egypt) took Israel to Egypt to escape hardship (famine). In Matthew, a father named Joseph (also the son of a Jacob according to Matthew), took Jesus and his mother to escape hardship (murder by Herod).
- In Exodus, the Israelites were then immersed in the Red Sea (Sea of Reeds) after they left Jesus. In Matthew, Jesus is immersed in the Jordan by John.
- In Exodus, the Israelites were then led by the spirit of God into the desert (with a pillar of fire and a pillar of smoke, two pillars--like the strong legs of a shepherd). Likewise, in Matthew, Jesus is led by the spirit into the desert.
- In Exodus, Israel spent about forty days getting to Sinai. In the Gospels, Jesus spent forty days in the desert. (We also wondered when Jesus entered the desert. Wouldn't it be something if he left right after Passover? Just like Israel?)
More to follow.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Simcha
Friday, May 20, 2005
Rock Connection?
1For I do not want you to be ignorant of the fact, brothers, that our forefathers were all under the cloud and that they all passed through the sea. 2They were all baptized into Moses in the cloud and in the sea. 3They all ate the same spiritual food 4and drank the same spiritual drink; for they drank from the spiritual rock that accompanied them, and that rock was Christ. 5Nevertheless, God was not pleased with most of them; their bodies were scattered over the desert.Moses struck a rock (he should have just spoken), water came out, and Israel was being established. Jesus is at a place where water is coming out of a rock and speaks of establishing his movement. Also, at some point he speaks of streams of living water flowing from a person. Paul, in 1 Corinthians, calls Jesus the rock from which water flowed. Paul is reminding us of the Exodus. Is Jesus as well? Is Paul referring to the Philippi event too? These seem to be some interesting connections to ponder.
Monday, May 16, 2005
Foolish wisdom
This week I was reading Paul's first letter to the Corinthians where he discusses wisdom. He has strong words about the relying on one's personal wisdom. "Adonai knows that the thoughts of the wise are worthless." These verses could explain parts of the anti-intellectualism that Thomas Frank discusses in "What's the Matter With Kansas". I haven't read it yet but a friend brought it to my attention. Do we blindly accept what we are taught, or what we read from particular texts?
I am not sure this is what Paul intended. Paul mentions the enrichment by God's love in Corinth as evident by their power of speech and depth of knowledge (I Cor 1:4-7). So, studying and knowledge are seen as good gifts. Also, Paul was a zealous rabbi who studied under Gamaliel (one of the greatest first century rabbis). Paul was clearly proud of his credentials. Do you know the amount of study it takes to be a talmid of Gamaliel? Paul likely had the Tanakh memorized. How much study did that take?!
Paul's discussion about wisdom is held in parentheses by a discussion of unity, and the following of one teacher over another. The Corinthian church had been fractured into those who followed different leaders (sound familiar?). This then must be central to his thoughts on wisdom. Does our wisdom puff us up and divide our communities? Or does it unite us in a common purpose? This brings us to the question then, what is wisdom? A topic for later.
Wisdom, her sweet voice is in the street. Love her and she will watch over you. Where does it begin? Reverence on a moon lit night. A shiver when diving in the rain, she'll explain. A smile like salvation. All I want is your face in a locket, a picture in my pocket.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
On the side again?
I am alarmed today after reading Nicholas Kristof's editorial in the NY Times on May 3, 2005 concerning your request to delete provisions about Darfur from current legislation. As you rightly named the tragedy there as genocide, so other agencies are reporting hundreds of thousands of dead due to ethnic violence. Can we stand by on the side again as innocents are slaughtered?
As a person of faith, I respect your fight for life issues such as unborn children and Terry Shiavo. Concerning Terry, you called for us to "build a culture of life, where all Americans are welcomed and valued and protected, especially those who live at the mercy of others." Does this not apply also to the innocent in Sudan? My heart breaks when I hear of the genocide in Sudan. I personally am limited in what I can do, but this great country, led by you, has the opportunity to save hundreds of thousands of lives.
Please be consistent in your culture of life. You have an opportunity to lead in the world in saving, feeding, clothing, and hundreds of the "least of these". Please act on our behalf. For me and my family, this is far more important than the price of gas or social security.
Thank you for your time.
--James
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
"Real Fact" #25
The only food that doesn't spoil is honey.And there was a Rabbi in the desert. After fasting forty days, he was hungry. The tempter came to him and said, "If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread." The Rabbi responded, "Man does live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."
Does His word have a taste? Psalm 119 says, "How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey in my mouth!"
I threw out the molding bread in my kitchen today. I'm glad my Rabbi's honey will never grow mold!
Friday, April 01, 2005
It's a long night...
Africa Africa Africa, take me there, take me away,
to that place, to the endless sky, send me on a magic carpet.
Give my soul what it wants, peace, to give peace to to others.
Let me give my heart to the world, I'll give my love too.
Let me help........ Let me change the world.
I'll free you, help me, i'll help you more, me and you,
Let' change the world, let's give it the peace it wants.
We can help.....today, come on
2 is better then one, whats better then 2?
so what can 3 do, one million, or 2, let's change the
world.
-- Grace A. (with some help from Bono)
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Heavy Lifting (Part 2 of ?)
Next, I went through the Tanakh looking for references to mountains. Other than part of setting descriptions, I found the prophets use the picture most often. Isaiah talks about the chief amoung mountains. He also talks about preparing the way for the Lord by every mountain being brought low and all mankind will see it. Jeremiah talks about the destruction of a mountain, Babylon. Daniel talks of a rock cut from a mountain that crushes kingdoms and endures forever. I was particuarly struck by Zechariah 4:
"Who are you, O mighty mountain? Before Zerubbabel you will become level ground. Then he will bring out the capstone to shouts of 'God bless it! God bless it!' "I have been absorbed by the prophet Zechariah for these past few weeks. His words echo in the Gospels in many ways, or is it the other way around? Palm Sunday was last week, the day when Jesus entered Jerusalem the week before his death. The Gospel writers turn to Zechariah 9 when describing this:h
Rejoice greatly, O Daughter of Zion!The following verses are amazing. Peace is proclaimed. Bows are broken. Chariots are taken away. Were the people thinking this when Jesus entered the city and he wept for Jerusalem? John records that they took palm branches and went to meet him. Why? Did they wave them? I thought so until Kevin pointed out recently at Via that they were laid down, so the Gospels say. So they weren't waved? Why?
Shout, Daughter of Jerusalem!
See, your king comes to you,
righteous and having salvation,
gentle and riding on a donkey,
on a colt, the foal of a donkey.
All this happens the day before Jesus makes the statement about faith that moves mountains.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
A Million Voices
Hejuru yacu, Ni nduzaricyeza ricyeza.
These are the cries of the children...
Ni dyar'izuba, Rizagaruka,
Hejuru yacu, Ni nduzaricyeza.
Lord, can't you hear us calling you?
Were we there when...they called out for our help?
Tremble...tremble.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Heavy Lifting (Part 1 of ?)
21Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and it will be done. 22If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.”Metaphorically, this is a powerful image of active faith but I've always struggled with the picture. Would Everest suddenly be flung to the sea? Would Shasta hover all the way to the Pacific? It never dawned on me to ask what mountain was Jesus talking about until recently when it was brought to my attention. What if there was one in particular he had in mind? Where did Jesus say this? Did he say it more than once? If there is a particular mountain, does it add to the picture of faith that Jesus is painting? Let's wrestle with this.
Friday, March 04, 2005
Pliny vs. Brown
Monday, February 28, 2005
Buying the poor for a pair of shoes
I read the book of Amos this morning. These words are ringing through my head, "Listen, you who swallow the needy and destroy the poor of the land! ... buying the needy for money and the poor for a pair of shoes. ... Enough! I will make all this crush you." Buying the poor for a pair of shoes...Wallis called a budget a moral document which shows our priorities. Fox ran a story Saturday night called "Tsunami: Story of Tragedy and Hope". They interviewed a woman who has devoted her life to rescuing children from the slave trade. The tsunami wiped out the last ten years of her work. Children are now easily being bought and sold again. For the price of a pair of shoes? Fox also told of a group in the Bay Area who worked through World Vision to purchase a home for a Srilankan family that lives on less than a dollar a day.
I just bought Quicken 2005. It's free after a rebate.
Monday, February 07, 2005
Intelligent Design
- We can often recognize the effects of design in nature. For example, Mt. Rushmore was clearly designed whereas the Rockies seem much more random and undesigned.
- The physical marks of design are visible in aspects of biology. For example, Francis Crick, co-discoverer of the structure of DNA, once wrote that biologists must constantly remind themselves that what they see was not designed but evolved.
- There is no good explanation for the foundation of life that doesn't involve intelligence.
- In the absence of any convincing non-design explanation, we are justified in thinking that real intelligent design was involved in life. Design should not be overlooked simply because it's so obvious.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
What is your name?
There is a story of an old rabbi who, as rabbi's do, often walked through the country side reciting the text and praying. While under the sky and the stars, he was under God's creation and he felt closer to the Creator. One day, deep in the text, he went the wrong direction at the fork in the rode and ended up at a Roman garrison rather than his home town of Capernaum where many other rabbi's lived. As he approached the garrison still focusing on the text rather than his location, a voice boomed out from above, "Who are you, and what are you doing?" The rabbi looked up and answered, "What do they pay you to ask me that question?" The guard, a bit baffled by the rabbi's answer, replied, "Three denarii a week. Why do you ask?" The rabbi said, "I'll double your pay if you come ask me that every morning!"Who are you, and what are you doing? Good questions. Adonai asks a similar question of Eve and Adam (Gen. 3). Jacob wrestled all night only to be asked who he was and he received a new name (Gen. 32). Jesus asked the wild man from the Gadarenes' his name (Mat. 8). "Legion", he replied. A man with a thousand names, a thousand identities. Known and yet unknown. Kent Dobson wrestles with these questions in his recent message at Marshill (11/28/04). Good stuff.